too much as always too fast
i keep freaking people out. i dont makefriends. the people i want as friends i dont talk to.
what is going on. you know, and i know, and we know what is wrong. why is it stillunfixed.
i spilled margarita on my fancy keyboard, thus the lack of spaces. 2nd one down.
what is astrological gravitational pull amplified when thru planets, not reduced.
we’d still be grasping at straws.
never in the history of ever will we know what we want to know.
always during the passing of ever are we given all the answers we need.
i have been fighting the same fights over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.
i dont feel punches anymore. not there.
its numb.
over and over and over and over and over.
but something emerges.
changing
?
??
i dont know, i had to fight for it last time, when i shouldnt have.
i have to do something about this state.
and be the dooer.