tuesday
too much as always too fast
i keep freaking people out. i dont makefriends. the people i want as friends i dont talk to.
what is going on. you know, and i know, and we know what is wrong. why is it stillunfixed.
i spilled margarita on my fancy keyboard, thus the lack of spaces. 2nd one down.
what is astrological gravitational pull amplified when thru planets, not reduced.
we’d still be grasping at straws.
never in the history of ever will we know what we want to know.
always during the passing of ever are we given all the answers we need.
i have been fighting the same fights over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.
i dont feel punches anymore. not there.
its numb.
over and over and over and over and over.
but something emerges.
changing
?
??
i dont know, i had to fight for it last time, when i shouldnt have.
i have to do something about this state.
and be the dooer.
Time Backwards
The weird reverse time thing is happening again. Phish vs Psychology. Adds on my site were that. Ringtones and jobs in the UK.
7:45; 7:50; 7:05; 9:24; 8:20
can you guess?
ITS ON
gravity
all the way
my dreams
unknown pulled
before definition and
pain they know my face
cannot hide here we must
do this now no one cares except
ourselves. do it now. just do it now.
Black Hole Data Theory Solution
Our percieved reality and everything in it is a reslut of evolution across multiple universes. Steven Hawkings new theory on black holes (at least as discovery channel told me) considers that the data lost into black holes is not lost, but vented into other universes. In parallel universes that back hole is not there so no data loss. The universes evolve into the result of the ones with the fewest black holes. [Insert Steven Hawkins Black Hole Data Revision Theory Here].
This works directly like my bubble theory.
When all the black holes reconnect into one, the universe will explode out of it self into a new multiverse.
So the universe we live in shares the number of black holes with all other existing parallel universes. Slowly all the data will coalesce into one final and ultimate Black Hole. When the final black hole draws in the final bit of data from this side it will explode into a Big Bang to the other side and everything will begin again.
So the final universe will constantly oscilate back and forth between the two maximum expansion scenarios, all the while uniquely evolving into the most likely universe to exist when it is first consciously observed. This universe will evolve parallel with an, initially, infinte number of other universes that all share the data stream.
As the universes expand, and matter becomes seperated, it will slowly form into masses (planets on the grand scale) by gravity. Gravity begins as visible matter coalesces, from everything in uniform space and time into black holes over billions (or more) of years. The first step is the instant that two bits of data passed through the final black hole collide and form a new heavier bit that is easier for all the following bits to hit. As the amount of dark matter increases by being drawn into these black holes, space will brighten and evolve into the state that we see it.
[earlier gravity theory]
If we combine them with a positive philosophy for life as we know it and we can ensure that our universe has the last black hole. [data flowing into a black hole]
Meaning the energy binding our matter is stronger than all the dark matter energy in the universe; which is just the measurement of the weight of all the data that has coalesced thru black holes into the multiple coexisting universes we percieve currently as the dark, empty, cold void we call space.
Of course all of this is only theoretical and unprovable, including Mr. Hawking’s theory.
Here’s some immediate thoughts for actually changing our current existence:
Recycling program for the elderly.
Exercise programs for dogs.
Fun learning for everyone!
time
only exists if you measure it.
gravity: Simple Style
gravity is the coalesation of common particles over time.
if you want definitions on particles and time, look back for forward.
Gravity: Squirrel Style
Every atom [insert smallest particle you've "discovered" here] in your body is being effected and affected by gravity.
But we don’t know what gravity is.
I do.
Gravity is the observation of coalesation of shared matter across multiple dimensions.
Time?
Can you have gravity without time? Time without gravity?
Observation.
Quantum Physics? All that crazy shit to look really really really small. To see that objects tend to orbit each other. electrons?
Astronomy? All that “true” observation of the history of the universe. The light that reaches us today from a planet 100 light years away, is 100 years old.
Hey look kids, time travel!
Look as far away from the Earth as you can. Now reverse your view. Look at the Earth from as far away as you can imagine. That journey you just took would have taken 33 light years in 2007, and been entirely impossible.
33 years.
Seems a long time, doesn’t it? It’s not even the hint of a twitch of a wink of the world. The house i live in is 50.
:abrupt ending from rambling realization:
